It's 6:30 a.m. I ruffled the dog's fur, gave him a dog treat. He watched me make coffee and sweep the floor, put the laptop on my desk and plug it in. Four hours from now, it will be my day off, a Wednesday afternoon at the sunlit general store to chat with neighbors and play horseshoes. I do not want to finish the third act. It grieves me to kill Jimmy, the next thing to write. A second cup of coffee. I will tell myself to do nothing, wait until I know the first word of this awful chapter. I regret having begun the story, easily my best. Why oh why couldn't it be clever and comical like Chandler's 'Pearls Are A Nuisance'? Why do I have to be me?
3:07 p.m. I won one game and lost another, glad to cool off in the air conditioned store, listen to elderly friends play folk tunes and the Marine Corps Hymn on guitar and mandolin. I was too small and frail to be a leatherneck, get myself killed in Vietnam, but my fictional heroes are Marines, iron men of action, frontline infantrymen who know how to fight. I came back to the barn with a sack of supplies and a gallon of gas to attack overgrown weeds. There it was again, begging me to write the next chapter.
I re-read it this morning from Page One, moved the cursor where I left off, at Page 70. The damn thing is beautiful and right, every word. Blank page 155 beckons. Come on, you coward, no excuses tomorrow. Just do it, weep if you must, never write another book, but unconquerable jarhead JImmy Verhoeven must die.
Wednesday, June 27, 2018
Saturday, June 23, 2018
Right and wrong
The root of all evil, of course, is the refusal to think, as awkward and difficult as thinking often is. Everything has to stop. Whether for a split second or days at a stretch, ordinary life gets put on hold to examine premises, integrate empirical evidence, and think through a difficult problem.
"All things noble are as difficult as they are rare," Spinoza concluded.
Rare to think? Yep. Spinoza cautioned us against four vices that work against thinking. Money is a handicap, beseiged by friends, family, and strangers pleading and plotting to take it from you, constantly preoccupied by security measures to defend wealth, none of which are perfectly safe or secure. Sex is a worse distraction if it's good, I mean seriously good, riches of the physical senses that shock and surprise. Who knew that life could be so wonderful? -- an inch from indulging two more vices that dull the mind, food and drink taken like a happy pig, too fat and drunk to move from a chair, thought anesthetized, asleep at the swtich.
So, the work of the devil, if there is such a thing, is temptation. If you can be bought by gold, by physical exaltation, by strong drink or drugs, by fine food as a constant preoccupation, the work of thinking -- which Spinoza termed moral improvement -- is impaired. It's on my mind today because I had to conceive a man's mental decline by temptation, something like Jesus wandering in the desert, tempted by Satan. Turns out that all charismatic metaphors refer to objective moral life, the urge to turn a blind eye, to run like hell from elusive clarity because it's damned difficult to obtain. Reciting psalms cuts no ice, when the problem is existential and personal, a conundrum of terrible duty that no man wants to face.
The right thing to do is to think, steel oneself to the truth of moral life, price no object.
"All things noble are as difficult as they are rare," Spinoza concluded.
Rare to think? Yep. Spinoza cautioned us against four vices that work against thinking. Money is a handicap, beseiged by friends, family, and strangers pleading and plotting to take it from you, constantly preoccupied by security measures to defend wealth, none of which are perfectly safe or secure. Sex is a worse distraction if it's good, I mean seriously good, riches of the physical senses that shock and surprise. Who knew that life could be so wonderful? -- an inch from indulging two more vices that dull the mind, food and drink taken like a happy pig, too fat and drunk to move from a chair, thought anesthetized, asleep at the swtich.
So, the work of the devil, if there is such a thing, is temptation. If you can be bought by gold, by physical exaltation, by strong drink or drugs, by fine food as a constant preoccupation, the work of thinking -- which Spinoza termed moral improvement -- is impaired. It's on my mind today because I had to conceive a man's mental decline by temptation, something like Jesus wandering in the desert, tempted by Satan. Turns out that all charismatic metaphors refer to objective moral life, the urge to turn a blind eye, to run like hell from elusive clarity because it's damned difficult to obtain. Reciting psalms cuts no ice, when the problem is existential and personal, a conundrum of terrible duty that no man wants to face.
The right thing to do is to think, steel oneself to the truth of moral life, price no object.
Sunday, June 17, 2018
The Third Rail
The curtain is about to go up on the third act of 'Partners.' The women have been sidelined, by voluntary withdrawl or exclusion for cause. Now it's just the fighting men, principally Kyle and Jimmy and their adversaries, but also Lt. Greg Lepsky, who has lurked in the background throughout the story and will become a fulcrum bidding for authority and power. Lepsky is not a naturally powerful individual, mature and worn, overweight, dull, cautious, and corrupt. In 1976, the entire Milwaukee police force was corrupt. Lepsky was senior enough to survive, provided that he played ball with the mob. He is nominally an ally, but diverted Jimmy into an endless series of 'good works' to keep Jimmy busy, distracted, and in danger.
In the third act, all bets are off, all assumptions and routine gone. Lepsky and the mob think that Jimmy is dead and that Kyle is indulging matrimonial bliss and sensible cowardice, making a new life for himself and a devoted young pregnant wife. Only one man in Milwaukee knows that Kyle and Jimmy are back, running dark, active only at night, about to unleash total hell after they were both murderously assaulted in separate incidents and in revenge for a car bomb years ago that left Jimmy's father a homebound cripple. The only man who knows that Kyle and Jimmy are back, armed with a submachine gun and a high-power hunting rifle, is an elderly servant. It would be obscene literary evil to expose a vulnerable servant to danger.
Jim is a wounded warrior, one arm in a sling, a smashed shoulder that will never heal, still wearing a bandage on his face to close a gaping tear from buckshot. It will not be restored by plastic surgery. Jim does not survive the third act. And that brings us to Kyle, the narrator and main character of 'Partners.' When Jimmy is killed, the balance of the story is Kyle's bizarre struggle to defeat the Milwaukee mob and its pawn Lt. Lepsky, who attempts to kill Kyle in the name of the law, to stop his homicidal threat to a fragile status quo.
I don't want to introduce any other element, for instance the FBI, who are investigating the Milwaukee mob in parallel, always have been throughout this gritty, twisted skein, unacknowledged and dramatically unimportant. It will take the feds another two years to indict the chief Cosa Nostra figures that Kyle and Jim come to town to kill. They will fail in that mission. Jim will be killed and Kyle will be forced to fight lesser capos and mob enforcers launched against him. There is a tooth grinding final crisis, followed by a denouement that resolves Kyle's status as a soldier of fortune defending his beloved partner, in life and in death's solemn honor.
That's the broad theme of 'Partners.' When men bond in wartime, there is no limit to what a partner must and will do to protect a brother in arms. If he falls, his body will not be left on the field of battle, and his valor must and will be avenged. In that respect, my novel explores no new ground. It is an old story of comradeship forged by unit cohesion that becomes total when it exists as an unbreakable bond between two operators working in tandem.
So much I already understand, but the third act is something more than its structure or story resolution, ratcheting up a thrilling climax as a technical matter. "I hate these slot machine people!" the comic duo in a celebrated Fitzgerald romp say to each other, speaking for all writers and all readers. The third act of my novel must have the feel and pace of a completely new story, unexpected and shocking, because mechanical action is NOT what the third act of 'Partners' is about. Whatever Lepsky and the mob do or fail to do has no significance, a foil to the greater story of men who love one another. We've seen them squabble and individually embrace the women that each one loves privately and separately. We know their failings and foibles as individuals. None of it matters in the third act. When men bond, it is an act of love that transcends time itself. It cannot be killed by mortal death, cannot be withdrawn for light or transient causes, and will withstand almost every temptation to walk away.
I had such loves many times for comrades who were my partners. I think of them every day, a silent element of who I am, an inextinguishable otherness that war forged. Some of my war experience was metaphorical and civilian, some was not. I had a partner who is no longer in my life, trust shattered by racial animus that neither of us wanted. Some of my partners are dead. More will soon be taken by advancing age. 'Partners' is a tribute to them, to the best of heterosexual male life, capable of loving and defending one another as brothers in spirit.
- Wolf DeVoon
In the third act, all bets are off, all assumptions and routine gone. Lepsky and the mob think that Jimmy is dead and that Kyle is indulging matrimonial bliss and sensible cowardice, making a new life for himself and a devoted young pregnant wife. Only one man in Milwaukee knows that Kyle and Jimmy are back, running dark, active only at night, about to unleash total hell after they were both murderously assaulted in separate incidents and in revenge for a car bomb years ago that left Jimmy's father a homebound cripple. The only man who knows that Kyle and Jimmy are back, armed with a submachine gun and a high-power hunting rifle, is an elderly servant. It would be obscene literary evil to expose a vulnerable servant to danger.
Jim is a wounded warrior, one arm in a sling, a smashed shoulder that will never heal, still wearing a bandage on his face to close a gaping tear from buckshot. It will not be restored by plastic surgery. Jim does not survive the third act. And that brings us to Kyle, the narrator and main character of 'Partners.' When Jimmy is killed, the balance of the story is Kyle's bizarre struggle to defeat the Milwaukee mob and its pawn Lt. Lepsky, who attempts to kill Kyle in the name of the law, to stop his homicidal threat to a fragile status quo.
I don't want to introduce any other element, for instance the FBI, who are investigating the Milwaukee mob in parallel, always have been throughout this gritty, twisted skein, unacknowledged and dramatically unimportant. It will take the feds another two years to indict the chief Cosa Nostra figures that Kyle and Jim come to town to kill. They will fail in that mission. Jim will be killed and Kyle will be forced to fight lesser capos and mob enforcers launched against him. There is a tooth grinding final crisis, followed by a denouement that resolves Kyle's status as a soldier of fortune defending his beloved partner, in life and in death's solemn honor.
That's the broad theme of 'Partners.' When men bond in wartime, there is no limit to what a partner must and will do to protect a brother in arms. If he falls, his body will not be left on the field of battle, and his valor must and will be avenged. In that respect, my novel explores no new ground. It is an old story of comradeship forged by unit cohesion that becomes total when it exists as an unbreakable bond between two operators working in tandem.
So much I already understand, but the third act is something more than its structure or story resolution, ratcheting up a thrilling climax as a technical matter. "I hate these slot machine people!" the comic duo in a celebrated Fitzgerald romp say to each other, speaking for all writers and all readers. The third act of my novel must have the feel and pace of a completely new story, unexpected and shocking, because mechanical action is NOT what the third act of 'Partners' is about. Whatever Lepsky and the mob do or fail to do has no significance, a foil to the greater story of men who love one another. We've seen them squabble and individually embrace the women that each one loves privately and separately. We know their failings and foibles as individuals. None of it matters in the third act. When men bond, it is an act of love that transcends time itself. It cannot be killed by mortal death, cannot be withdrawn for light or transient causes, and will withstand almost every temptation to walk away.
I had such loves many times for comrades who were my partners. I think of them every day, a silent element of who I am, an inextinguishable otherness that war forged. Some of my war experience was metaphorical and civilian, some was not. I had a partner who is no longer in my life, trust shattered by racial animus that neither of us wanted. Some of my partners are dead. More will soon be taken by advancing age. 'Partners' is a tribute to them, to the best of heterosexual male life, capable of loving and defending one another as brothers in spirit.
- Wolf DeVoon
Thursday, May 31, 2018
An update on Kyle and Jimmy
Quite a thing, really, to have the first act completed, about 30K. Now the stage is set, all the main characters have been introduced and revealed, tested and tempered by fire and ice.The partners are bonded to each other and to the women they love.
Curtain up on a new field of battle. I have some glimmers, I know how the second act ends, but I'm okay with idleness, to take as long as it takes to start an entirely new story. That's how it feels because the next 30,000 words must truly be new earth and blood, a heavy price to be paid.
Curtain up on a new field of battle. I have some glimmers, I know how the second act ends, but I'm okay with idleness, to take as long as it takes to start an entirely new story. That's how it feels because the next 30,000 words must truly be new earth and blood, a heavy price to be paid.
Wednesday, May 23, 2018
The real Peachy
Not much distance between my fictional heroine and the real woman I modeled her on.
I know this remarkable redhead from her writings -- hundreds of long posts -- and her private letters by email that I cherished more deeply than all others I've received. It's hard to describe how much this lady inspired me, not only as the real-life reference for my projection of an ideal woman in The Case Files of Cable & Blount, but likewise an unexpected ally in the hardship of writing novels. The work is intensely difficult. She had my back, freed me to write.
She's a multi-engine jet pilot, flight instructor, secret squirrel, Ph.D. and head of a law enforcement agency, after a long career in the field carrying a sidearm. A gifted poet, whose prose and poetry often made me gasp in admiration. Out of all the people who encouraged me to write, this beautiful brainy patriot stepped up candidly, warmly and courageously. I've never met her in person, and very much want to, however awkward it will be. I'm old and ugly, a small civilian who hasn't had to face much evil. I write about good and evil, of course. I saw just enough in prison and out to have an opinion.
I know this remarkable redhead from her writings -- hundreds of long posts -- and her private letters by email that I cherished more deeply than all others I've received. It's hard to describe how much this lady inspired me, not only as the real-life reference for my projection of an ideal woman in The Case Files of Cable & Blount, but likewise an unexpected ally in the hardship of writing novels. The work is intensely difficult. She had my back, freed me to write.Thursday, May 3, 2018
Period weapons of the 70's
Along with driving period cars like a 1974 Mercedes SL and a peppy 327 high mileage Impala that needs an alignment, a brake job, and four new tires, I had to think about what my guys would carry.
Swiss SIG 210
The senior partner ("the most dangerous man in town") was a G.I. stationed in Europe, traded cigarettes and booze for it.
Swiss SIG 210
The senior partner ("the most dangerous man in town") was a G.I. stationed in Europe, traded cigarettes and booze for it.
S&W Model 60
The new guy is given a Chief's Special chambered in .357, the first handgun he's ever fired -- like being tossed in the deep end of the gene pool.
Heckler & Koch MP5A
for those awkward circumstances
when you're outnumbered
Wednesday, May 2, 2018
The purpose and power of key art
The goal of designing a book cover at the beginning of a project is to find the theme, gaze at the totality of what needs to be achieved and why. At the moment I have 5,000 words, about 2/3 of one percent, long way to go, and art is the motor. On a big new project like this one, I'd much rather use days or weeks to see each little piece of my two main characters and the people they have to deal with as troubleshooters. Funny sort of job, shooting trouble in the mid-1970s. Milwaukee was run by the mob. Private hoodlums existed, both black and white, but they couldn't touch a pinball machine or enter a nightclub without supporting organized crime. Quite an era.
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